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im still sad...

2010-11-16T19:14:00.000Z

hey...dh lame tk update ehk...haix...miss typing all my feeling here...skrg i still rase sedih ah bcoz dh bnyk mie uat slh kat org yg mie syg tp drg ttp maafkn mie...mie slalu bikin drg sedih...tk mama,papa...tk akak,adk...dn tk lain tk bkn,my syg...diye slalu kene wif mie...i always make him sad,mrh,kecewe n bnyk lagi..tp he ttp sabar wif mie...slalu forgive sume my fault ngan easy...he tk pnh nk jln tngn kat mie..he bkn lelaki dayus cam lelaki2 lain...walaupn he tk suke ngan org nye prangai,he akn bbual jew...n he also akn nasihat org utk brubah...he slalu kasi mie semangat utk hidop biler mie nga down...thnx abg 4 everyting u do 4 mie...akn ayg blas ngan cinta ayg yg suci dn tulus...coz ayg tk de harga dn rupe utk beri kat abg...i onli hv heart tat i cn spend 4 u since i still alive...hopefully ur sincerely forgive mie 4 all y mistake...love n miss u s much...muuuach... ;*

aku sdh coz dh tk rpt ngan krg lg...

2010-09-23T15:01:00.000+01:00

hey my adk2....im sori ya coz tk rpt ngan krg lg...bkn aku sengaje bt enth la...aku pn tk tau kenape aku dh tk ngan krg lg...i feel so sad if we hv to stay away from each other bt if we hv to..then we must jus acpt it...it would b hard for us..bt we hv no other choiice to make...tuhan maha kuase...it jus tat it nt the right time for us to b together...namun kalo kite sdh brpisah dn brjauhan...insyallah kite blh brjumpe soon....i got a place where we cn meet...n tis place would b far...bt insyallah i will always b there....place like explanet,singapore river,bugis n vivo....tat was the place where i would always go...hehe...i noe it is impossible for us to meet again after our saperation...n it would b difficult for us to noe each other coz most of us will change in the future...like we r bcame older n mature...maybe if im old n changing...all of u can noe mie by my action...haha...insyallah i tk kn brubah...yayah yakin kite akn kenal diri masing2 in the future n wif tis i noe tat all of u will change n bcame a better person in the future...i noe u gals well enough...u gal hv make evry1 world happywen u r beside them...the fun,jokes n laughter tat we share together make us remember each other...of care n love for each other really means alot to me...i really appreciate tat u gal came to my lyfe bfore....thnx alot ya...1 more thing....pls don tink tat im action now n don wan to talk wif u all now....im nt action n i really need some time to b alone...it would b difficult for mie to entertain all of u wen im in a bad condition or mood....surely u all tink tat don care about u gal right n tink tat i don love u gal animore right...plsplspls....don tink tat...i always love n care about u gal...i jus wan u gal to noe tat i won't b always beside u....stand on ur own feet gal....u gal cn do it!!!....
tis is for my loveable sis..aisha,nuris n farhana....LOVE U ALL!!!tc n miss u... ;]

psl kuar td....

2010-08-13T19:47:00.000+01:00

hey....td gerek gyler....hahah...aku jmpe sygku kat city hall...at first he told mie to meet at yck kul 4:30....tb2 he change kul 3:30...cpt2 aku siap2...then bile dh kuar rmh...he text mie ask kat ane...i say otw ni dlm bus....he ask mie meet kat city hall lak...hahah...i say okay tp jngn lmbt tau....then aku dh smpai sane cpt...coz dkt pe....then miss cal him coz ppd dh low kn...he cal mie n say u wait jap kay...sori lau lmbt...td nga binget jap...hahah...i jus say okay coz tk nk bnyk tny...nnt he tamba sad...then tnggu peh tnggu at last smpai jgk...kay then aru i ask wat happen..he say de hal sikit td kat camp...then i jus listen pe he bbual...then he bring mie to his comment shop...regular costumer kat shop tu...hahah...chey best pe....de discount....then he ask mie u wan wat??g choose la...i still hv no idea....then he try 1 shirt...ketat sey...fit shape....then aunty tu tnye mie nk pe kind of shirt...i say tk tau..no idea...then she tnye u wan t-shirt ke ape ke??i say i wan long sleeves...she say de 2 kind...round or v neck???i say cn i c first...she show mie the shirt..then i try the v neck...look nice...hahaha...bt i wan brown color...he say green kene wif u..then i keep quite...he ask the aunty...wat color suit mie...she say green ni really suit u..lawa la....then i jus smile...he say u wan ni ke??i say don noe...he say jus take tis la...then i agree...hahah....my size xs sey...tk sngke...pas tu dier nye turn lak try the shirt...tp size dier s....hahaha....then the aunty promote black jeanz 4 mie...i say tk nk..he say if u wan..jus take....i say tk ya la...blablabla...then i jus tke it....pas tu he c belt lak....lawa jgk ah....then he take it....the aunty ckp to mie..u don wan ke??i say tk la...she say take la so same..i set together...i keep quite...then he say leh ah...haix...bnyk pe he blanje mie...ish3!!!....2 shirt,1jeanz n 2 belt...cost 83 tau 85 gtu...wow!!!kecian at him sey....then i say jeanz i pay u ltr kay..he say tk ya...haix...then go tke money utk buke nnt....meet sis,kak anis n her guy kat kfc geylang....then kite bbual smbl tnggu time buke...kecoh...hahaha...he blanje mie n sis mkn lak..haha....then blablabla...bis tu jln2 kat bazaar....then he n kak anisnye guy challange shooting...my syg dpt aim satu kali...dpt s.bob.....tp tat guy tk dpt pape...hhahahha...then jln lg...de org promote pop corn...sedap gyler....he blanje mie lg...beli 1 pack...then..jln lg....sis nkak anis ngok make up....kak nk beli eye liner...2 stick 10 buck..okay we wan kuar money but tk de duit kecik...then he kuar kn 10 for us...tp kak bagi 4 at him....i need to pay 6 more....bt he say...tkya...i say must la...tmr i pay...he say tkya....my money is ur money too....i jus tk trckp pape...bt i still nk baya him la....sedih tau he blanje mie belambak bande....hahah...okay tkpe..buy him someting soon....chey...kay anta anis n her guy g train...then we continue walk..tp cukup pnt...then blek....blablabla...then i end now...hahah....gd mrng n jngn lupe bngon SAHOR!!!!sahor.....hahahah... ;DD
cnt wait to go karaoke nnt....hahaha...hrp2 org2 yg dh plan g...tk cancel last min..amin...pape cal mie kay...hahaha....

cn't wait meeting him...

2010-08-13T07:40:00.000+01:00

i cn't wait meeting him coz...4 how many day his in camp...we jus contact by fon...tu pon ppd aku cpt abis....hahaha....haix...tkpe la...kalo utk org yg kite cintai...y not right...bt i need to find income jgk la...hahaha....lau tk nk mkn pkai pe..duit daun pe...hahahah...okay la...nk siap2 skrg...diye last min aru nk blg meet cpt..haixyo....continue mlm...myb..insyallah tk PROMISE!!! ;P

today was fun..

2010-08-06T13:18:00.000+01:00

hey yo...dh lame tk post pape kat blog...ni post pon psl de org nk bace...hahah...nari i hv so much fun wif my adk angkt....hahah....td aku bangun lmbt sey...nasib aisha call aku...lau tk krg tk dpt mkn la...hahah...td aku mskkn adk2 aku macaroni goreng...tu pon aku tk sure lau sedap ke tk....tp drg ckp pedas...first ckp suke pds2 bt then cume hana jek yg mkn bnyk...hahah...yg lg due tu ank org putih la...hahah...joking2....okay bis drg mkn....they chat wif my syg....at last drg jd adk angkt my syg jgk...sebok jek mamat tu..hahah...tkpe2...at least he care about my adk too...emmm....bnyk la drg bbual...malas nk crite...then....sing2....then....kasi pantun lak tu..hahha...balas membals...haix...aku tk leh lupe yg aku duet ngan mamat tu...suare dh tk sedap...lirik pon tk tau...bis tu kene nyanyi...paisey pe....hehe...kay end now...

aku sape...kau sape???

2010-07-24T11:50:00.000+01:00

aku tau aku ni sape...tp kau sedar tk kau tu sape aku???kau bkn sape aku walaupon kau cume mataer aku...kau bkn mak atau bapak aku...kau jgk bkn nnk atau atok aku pe...kau peduli ape dngn ape yg aku nk buat...kau tk de hak nk halang2 aku...dulu mmg aku ni lemah dngn kau kerna aku sygkn kau...tp skrg...sori skit...aku dh bkn pompan yg kau knl lg...aku dh brubah...dulu kau blh pakse2 aku utk buat ape yg kau nk...tp skrg aku ade hak utk tk buat tu sume...kerna kau,aku sedar tu sume...dulu kau mrh2 aku kerna aku brkwan dngn lelaki lain...then i hv stop frewn wif boys...ttp trnyata kau sendiri back step mie..u att wif other gal..u play timer wif...fine..bcoz of tat i noe hu u r...all boys r the same...lier!!!nw don u ever call mie a bitch coz u the 1 hu is...freaking sucker!!!

story...

2010-07-24T11:25:00.000+01:00

I WANNA GO NATIONAL DAY PARADE!!!PLS BELANJA MIE PEOPLE!!!HAHAHA.... ;DD TEXT MIE IF U CN...

aku happy!!!

2010-07-18T08:31:00.000+01:00

im soooo happy yesterday...all thnx 2 every1 tat make it a fun n enjoying moment..ahhaha...i like the swimming part where we all make circle...hahhaha...i still remember reeya find n guess how izit??she get mie bt she say yazid name...it was soo funny bcoz...haha..don wanna tell ah..paisey.... ;D THANKZ all n shahirah for taking our foto...i really sad 4 nuris tat cn't follow us...mie,her n aisha plan bt sad 4 her.. next time ya...

miss...

2010-07-16T17:06:00.000+01:00

hey...;miss so much bloging in my blog...emm wat story eh i wanna say..hahah...eemmm ......i wan to give a story bt i tink its tooo late bttr not..hahah...okay off 4 now coz need to sleep..hahah....

wat happen yesterdae???emm...

2010-07-06T14:49:00.000+01:00

yo..emm...story abt yesterdae...hahah....yesterdae no sch bcoz holidae...haha....haix onli 1 xtra day....so bored....actually did plan to go out wif frewn to shop of cloth,shoe,jacket n more la....bt last minutes cancel coz both of us wake up late....ahahah...cool right...then i thought i must stay at home the whole day...but then im wrong....heheh...my sis ask mie 4 movie outing...hahah....yes sah!!!cn c the movie at last....then plan 2 ajak my cousin coz they like it too...wee....my cousin agree n plan to meet at orchard...i say to them "tk nk ah...bekas banjir...takot nnt banjir lg...." my cousin say "dhdh...jngn nk mepek lak kat sini...tk kn banjir klau kau tk nyanyi...." i reply..."hahah...my voice sweet so tk banjir...laen ah klau urs..heheh.. jus kiding..." she say "mine lg sweet then ur....so jngn jealous..hahha..k krg dh kat ane???bnyk bbual lak...tp tk smpai2 pn..." i told them...kite otw...kite otw....lg jap smpai...jumpe kat ane..."....them"bynk krg nye otw eh...jmpe kt far east la dok...." aku" kkkkkkkk....kkk nnt jmpe...hahahaha...." then dh turon bus...i follow my sis jln....at last she bawa mie slh tmpt...kekek gyler...conversation:
mie "kak ni ke tmpt diye???bis mane minah2 tu???"
kak "ye la...ni la tmpt diye...kau kol drg la..tnye kat ane..."
mie "kkkk...tunggu jap k....i kol ni...."
*in silent awhile n i was kolling them...
mie "halo...krg kat ane???kite dh smpai...kite org kat isetan..."
drg "isetan???sini ane de isetan...krg kat ane sey...sesat pe??"
put aside fon n ask sis name tmpt ni ape...she say takashimaya nye sebelah...i continue wif the fon...
mie "we kat takashimaya nye sebelah...."
drg "wat!!!!!???jauh pe...haha...."
i say to my sis...kau bawa aku g ane ni??she reply..don noe...wat the hell...hehe...
drg "tnggu kite org kat sane jek...."
mie "tnggu kat ion orchard jek k..."
drg "okay ....meet kat mrt level b2...."
then i walk there wif sis n meet them there....bt then tk nmpk drg nye btg hidung pon....i sms them n they didn't reply...wait awhile..bru drg dtg...hahaha...cam org gyler sesak kat orchard...then dh jmpe,we plan nk g kat ane nye movie....bis tu all agree to go ard there jek...jln to the movie was soo far...sempat stop 3 shop..1st buy mac icecream(rasberry flavor),2nd icecream apek(chocolate chip biscuit) n last buy drinks...after that at last we reach the place...we then buy 4 tickets(movie:twillight eclipse)start 9:40...end ard 11:50..hahah...soo late...bsk skl sey...kk continue...while waiting we go eat dulu...we eat kfc bt the kfc was weird...don wanna tell la...hahah....then we wanna eat yogurt icecream...emmm..icecream agn n agn...hahaha..while otw to icecream shop...we saw 2chi vs 1mly at 7-11...the mly guy bleed his mouth...cine mmg kecut...tau nk gang jek...tkt nk 1on1....hahhaha....k then kite continue walk....eat3...walk3...then time to go n watch...hahaha....sooo happy!!!!cn't wait 4 the next 1....i mean the last 1 izit???ahhahahja....k im done....haha...so tired n HUNGRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!argggggggg...... ;DD bye2 n gd nitey... ;p so coz so long...i gt some more..bt late update...

tinking...

2010-07-03T11:31:00.001+01:00

i always tink if i hv made the right choice 4 my lyfe...i noe tat i hv hurt u alot bt i jus wan to noe wats ur reaction toward my attitude....

selame ni aku tdk penah tau apa sebabnya kau maukn ku....stelah apa yg aku lakukn padamu..bru aku tau berape bsrnya cintamu utkku...tp aku masi tdk percaya itu semua...aku rasa aku sering ditipu dngn kelakuan mu...kata2 mu susah untk ku percaya kerna kau sering menyakiti hatiku jgk...
engkau yg ku puja,engkau yg ku cinta...beriknlh kasih sygmu,beriknlh cinta suci mu...aku sedar akn sikapmu,aku percaye akn kata2mu...aku tau engkau menyayangiku,aku tau engkau mencintaiku...ttp aku tdk tau sebesar manakh,dn setulus apakh ia...mungkin dahulu kite tdk serasi,dn jgk tdk sehati...ttp aku percaya kalau kite bisa memperbaikinya....sekarang aku bersamamu,aku disampingmu...jd aku berharap supaya engkau bisa memahami ku,dn memberiku kesetiaan mu....
aku sunggu mencintai mu dngn setulus hati..moga kita akn slalu bersama....cintaku adalh cintamu.... I LOVE U FULL!!! :DD muuuuaccchhhh....

bored!!!!!!!!!!

2010-06-27T09:18:00.000+01:00

don't noe wat to post.....haix...sssssssssssooooooooooooo BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ;[];;[];;[];;[];;[];;[];;[];

some pic here...enjoying myself..

2010-06-25T12:39:00.000+01:00

ni nga nyanyi..bt de org amekkn gambar so relakn jek la...actually biar pic lawa jek...so ngok camera...hahahaha... ;DD

aik...nk semberang jln pon sempat eh amek gambar..hahaha...bt gerek giler ah....coz nk g mkn..hahaha ;p

ni sempat join cousin amek pic....haha....actually mie n sis nga duet lagu indon ar.... ;]]

haha...muke cousin nga focus nyanyi....tp kakak mie ttp amek pic...tk baek eh her...nasib aku tk nyanyi...paisey sey nnt muke cam pe...;DD

smile again 4 the pic....make sure it nice n sweet..hahaha...chey...aku sweet la...kakak muke manten..hahah....nk senyum cam tk nk jek....haha...ragu2 ke ngan org yg amek kn gambar tu...hahah ;DD

ar...ni gambar yg sweet btl...hahah

hey every1...u cn c more pic at my fb...hahah...lazy to update more..bye2..tc.. ;DDDD

hv read ur blog adk..

2010-06-25T10:39:00.000+01:00

hey adk...sori 4 not knowing abt ur health earlier then others...maybe im nt a gd sis...bt i'll try 2 b 1..i hv read ur blog n i jus wanna say..jngn tink sngt abt ur sickness k...bkn nye ape..i scared if it will make u worse..i aslo care bout u even i get late infor...i noe u always tink of lots of people tat u really miss...bt u also must rest ur mind tau...ur mind yg make ur health worse..listen to mie k adk...jngn tink sngt psl org laen..tink abt urself jek dh cukup...jngn perduli tetang hidup org laen coz drg pon tk kn tau yg adk perdulikn drg..melainkn adk blg drg yg slalu ingtkn drg...bru lh hidop adk tu bermakna sikit....adk fkr ehk...klau skrg adk tenga fkr kn drg??then bcoz of tat adk tambah sakit..then adk kene g hospital...then keluarga adk kene cari duit lebih utk perawatan adk...tp at last adk tk dpt bertahan utk keluarga adk....tp mase adk jalani tu semue dri start smpai end of ur lyfe...org yg adk frkkn td yg menbuat adk merane tdk tau psl adk dn tdk perduli psl adk...ape akn adk rasekn???adk pasti menyesalkn??adk akn fkr due kali tk selapas adk bace ni???so i jus wanna say...jngnlh adk sia2 hidup adk cuma utk org yg tdk berguna tu...walau sebesar mane syg adk kat oorg tu....diya ttp bkn siapa2 adk...melainkn keluarga adk lh....tp i noe tat ur nt tink of u family members...u r always tinking bout ur frewn n outsiders right...so adk...pls stop tinking of tat person jek....i hope u understand wat am i tell u...i say tis b4 i don wan aniting to happen to u n i really care about u sis...walaupon adk cume adk angkat mie...i feel tat u r my adk kandung too...slame org yg dkt wif mie,i will anggap drg as my family members too..tp its all depend on how they treat us...maybe tis is too long already for u to read..i will stop here n i wanna c ur perubahan k...i don wanna c u sick again k...b strong sis...ur lyfe is MORE IMPORTANT THEN ANITING else...coz u the next generation in ur family...so don let them down....remember u still hv long jouney in ur lyfe so make usefull of it...aniting jus text or chat wif mie at msn k....i'll always b there 4 u n ur share of problem... ;D tc of urself sis....

have fun yesterdae n jus now...hahah

2010-06-24T18:47:00.000+01:00

yo every1...haha....i was so happy coz yesterdae spend lots of time wif my cousin...we enjoy ourselve alot...ahahha...we go karaoke then mkn kfc then lepak2...gerek spend time kat karaoke tu...will upload the pic soon..hahah/....have some video too..tp mpk ar...maybe i uplaod it n maybe nt..haha...cn hear my hobit voice sey..hahaha...lol...actually tat was jus for fun coz we wan to release all our stressness...i was happy tat my cousin ask us for outing...at least i cn let all my feeling out by karaoke....i shout as hard as i cn...jump as high as i cn...n sing my fav. songs.....i really appreciate the outing sooooo muchhhhh...hopefully i cn go out again n enjoy my time...ahhaha..bt i was sad for my cousin cos there's no time for her fav. songs...tu la last min baru nk pilih..haixyo...hahaha....nvm we will go again....hahah....(haix tp tk dpt jumpe kwn la...diye g karaoke jgk tp idk yg ane satu..hahah)...okay todae was fun n irritating outing....haix...i meet the person first....dier nk sngt meet...ahha....then jln2 n then lepak..waktu lepak cari psl lak..haix...penat nk layan org suke cari gadoh jek...then after gadoh sikit...i plan to meet my sis...NABEELAH....since her house is the nearest...so she say okay to meet..i meet her bt plan not to ajak the person bt diye kpo nk ikot...trpakse....then talk to beelah bawa blk tp her mom suruh naek rmh...then mie naek wif her...alhamdulilah dpt lepas dri diye tp jap jek sey...sedih ar...tp tkpe...THNX TO BEELAH...dh selamatkn mie dri diye n dh sunggup dngr my crite...im sori 4 liying to u...hahaha..hahaha....okay...spend time wif her awhile...pas tu g bli waffer bt he wanna follow...he kpo btl..cam tk leh lepas dri org gitu....(kwn adk beelah kate diye hsm...eeeeeeeeeeee....klau she nk diye amek ar...haixyo)...hahahah....tk leh angsssssss....hahaha....okay then after buy waffer....i need to meet nurissss,....dh lame tk meet jgk since holidae kn...hahah....diye anta org kat bus stop then org g sendiri....org jln g tmpt nurisss....hahah...happy gyler dh jumpe diye n spend time crite2...bnyk jgk kite bbual...macam eh???haha...haix....tp sebok btl (abg,gf abg n adk) diye tu...hahah...nk dngr jek org bbual sal ape jek..hahaha....haix...thnx nuriss coz spend time wif mie td....n thnx 2 her bro coz blg mak diye to xtent the time..ahahha...okay then both need to go home....she wan to anta mie to bus stop bt can't coz mak diye dh call...so i say nvm then slm her....then her bro sebok2...he say "nk jgk leh??" ssooooo lolllllllll.......hahahaha.....okay then i take the same bus as sis...haha..plan la...fhm2 jek...okay then we go home...normally i don feel hungry...bt nari lpr lak..coz tk mkn dri pg smpai mlm...haha...thn btl perut ni...k updating done....bye2...ngantok ar..coz dh kenyang..wee...nitey nite...i mean early mrng nite..haahah... ;DDD

sori 4 keeping u waiting...

2010-06-23T20:01:00.000+01:00

the person tat once be in my heart...
mie,my adk angkat(aisha) n chidah
lonely mie...tink of u...
waiting 4 u to come...
hey....sis im sori coz i make u wait...i was wif my cousin so i cn't on9...sososo sori....maybe i will on9 tis night...so hope cn saw u on9 too...hahah...btw gambar tu jek yg i upload ar...mls btl nk tunggu sume gambar...lmbt sngt nk upload..haha...sori...tp lawa jgk la gmbr tu kn...hahah...haix...;D
for the person tat once in my haert...im sori tat i didn't wen out wif u...i really cn't go out wif u...i wan to bt jus now was really not the right time...slame ni awk tk pernah tau cam ane kite rase bile awk mrh2 kite...kite bkn sengaje tk nk kuar ngan awk tp kite rase kite tk blh...kite mmg kuar ngan kawan2 laen tp itu pn waktu kite okay jek....lau sakit pn kite tk akn mau kuar...td kite tk kuar ngan awk karna kite ada hal laen...klau awk nk tau...kite sungguh tdk suka bila awk paksa kite...mmg kita sudh lame tdk brtemu namun itu tdk brerti kite melupekn awk kn...kite tk mau awk sakit hati atau merase kite ni menipu awk..tp semua reason kite itu bnr....tdk ada niat kite untk bohong...tlg percaye la...hrp krg semue tdk mrh kat kite....insyallah kite akn tepatkn janji kite pada awk laen kali...namun kite mohon kemaafan krg dn keikhlasan krg untk tdk trlalu percaya pda kata2 kite slalu...anggap sidikit dri kata kite itu hanya gurauan...trima kasih org yg kite syg... ;D maafkn kite skali lg....gambar kite itu melambangkn kesadihan dn penantian kite untk krg...penantian yg setia. ;p

4 some1...

2010-06-22T17:26:00.000+01:00

hai u,i wanna say sori 4 the chat tat time...maybe u don like gals like mie coz i like to join wat u start..bt i was jus joking wif my words...i really not the gal who easily let my dignity out...i noe tat u really love ur one but my point chat wif u is jus to make our frewnship back again...i really miss chat n spending time wif u...i really can't forget our past days spending all our time playing games....especially bowling...we r reeally close tat time even u have some1 in ur lyfe...maybe tat time was my fault...im the one who start it first and try to steal u away from ur love one...am saying sori to the person tat u love...but now...i feel tat i really need u...i wan u to be mine...tis is wat i keep from u...maybe u won't read tis...bt its is wat my feeling toward u now....for last year i have left u alone wifout saying aniting until im back again n i give u a gift...i noe the gift is nt tat nice n too small for u but im sori...(don noe ur size man...haha...sori)...okay now i wan to be close wif u again...may i???i don tink so...i don tink u wan to b near mie again coz wen i chat wif u at msn...u nvr reply mie...wen u show mie on9...u put ur status as away/off9/buzy...do u really angry at mie???r u seriously hated mie???am i tat bad in ur eyes???pls tell mie and don make mie like tis...pls don b in silent AGAIN!!u have don tis to mie b4..pls dondo tis to mie again...i still remember one part of ur msg in the past where u say "if i break wif ....,cn we b together???"....my reply r "i don tink u gonna break wif ....coz u n ...r mean to b together.."... ur reply...."i say IF...how?cn?"... i say"cn...;]".....haix do u still remember it???i don tink so...haix..nvm then...i don wan to talk much...if u read tis...pls text or chat wif mie ...i will wait for u...hopefully ur nt angry at mie...lastly i wan to say tat "I REALLY MISS U ALOT..even u have special one wif u now...i don mind...i jus wanna chat wif u again..." ;D

don keep it...jus tell..

2010-06-22T17:00:00.000+01:00

i noe u wan to tell mie someting but u feel tat is not really important...but actually i wan u to jus tell mie the true....pls don keep it to urself if it cn hurt u alot...jus tell mie wat u wan..or u cn share wif mie ur problem...i noe tat im not the person u cn trust fully bt trust mie as much as u cn....my looks maybe untrustable...bt my heart does...i promise u i cn keep all ur secret...if u r ready to tell mie wat u wan to tell...u cn jus text mie or chat wif mie at msn...or maybe if u really wan to tell mie face to face...u cn too...jus tell mie n we cn meet...hahaha....it could be hard to believe in others..bt it could be easy to tink -tive about others...frewn,sista,love one n ani1...if u trust mie...pls show ur trustness...i don force u...bt i jus to help u relase ur stressness....don get mie wrong and pls....i really appreciate if u wan to help mie in making ur lyfe happy....so if ani doubt tat u really wan to share...find mie kay....for ani1...i will open my ears 4 u....ahahahah... :D

feelings...

2010-06-21T17:33:00.000+01:00

aku masi disini utkmu....utk mendengar semua kata2mu...tp aku mungkin tdk akn slamanya disampingmu...hidop mungkin tdk seindah yg kita inginkn namun itu tdk membuatku putus asa....aku tau engkau sering kecewa dngn kelakuanku...namun satu hal engkau harus tau...aku jgk manusia sepertimu...kehidupanku jgk biasa seperti mu....aku bkn malaikat yg dikirimkn tuhan utk bersamamu slalu...aku cume diciptakn kebumi ini utk mendampingi mu hanya utk sementara..bkn slamanya....ku rasa ku sdh cukup mengenali dirimu...ku bersyukur karna pernah bersamamu dn menbahagiakn mu...ku rasa engkau jgk harus bersyukur karna tlh diberi peluang berjumpa dngn ku dn hidop didunia ini...kau pernah ambil tau tentang satu perkara ini tk???perkaranya: sewaktu kau didlm perut ibumu...bkn cuma dirimu saja yg ada..ttp ada lg 100 saudara mara mu didlm nya jgk...dlm bynk2 saudara mu...kamu yg tlh dipilih tuhan utk merasakn dunia...pnh tdk kamu brtnya mengapa kamu yg dipilih....jawapannya mudah...tuhan ingin kamu merasakn kebebasan dn penderitaan...itu semua bkn kerna DIA tdk syg padamu...ttp DIA ingin melihat klau kamu snggup menjalani semua itu dngn tabah dn penuh keikhlasan...DIA jgk ingin melihat betapa besarnya cintamu kepada ibumu yg tlh berkorban hidopnya utk membahagiakn mu...INGAT!!!SURGA ADA DITELAPAK KAKI IBU.....hahah..so i wanna tell u tis....pls take care of urself as in i cn't take care of u till u die...i have my own lyfe n u have urs too...so remember...stand on ur own foot...don feel tat u r hopeless...u cn go on wifout mie in ur lyfe n i noe u r strong enough to make ur lyfe full of colour....make ur love one happy always!!!! ;D i will remember u always n won't forget about our dae together...thnx 4 everyting... ;P

tink of some ting...

2010-06-21T10:45:00.000+01:00

actually i don noe wat to type bt i was jus tinking of some ting tat is not really important in my lyfe...i wonder if i cn get wat i wan in tis life...its could be hard to get it...bt easy to lose it...lyfe is full of challenge and we must try to fight it...we cnt give up tat easily...i hd a plan to do bt sometime my plan gone tat easy..y is tat so...y must most of our plan spoild...i wonder if GOD dont agree wif it???i told myself not to give up easily bt sometime i will do tat...haix..if i cn do tings easily..y should i give up right....sometime people told mie tat u r weak in tis n tat...bt i don believe it....at first onli...bt after i try it...my brain told mie tat u cnt do tis...u r nt strong...so i guess im really not strong in doin tings...ahha..okay la...now i relise who i am really...so people..if u wan to do someting tat u cnt...plz don do it...coz u will make urslef worse... ;]

back again...

2010-06-20T17:02:00.000+01:00

so long i nvr update my blog...hahah..miss it...i don hv ani story to share actually bt i try to type something yea....mostly now i feel tat my lyfe is goin to end...i feel tat no one love mie animore...since i feel tat way...i jus wan to kill myself..bt i tink twice coz...many people told mie tat if u kill urself...wat will u get???heaven??tat is really impossible....coz by killing urself..GOD will ask u the reason n if ur reason is unacceptable...u must go to hell...so u will not get nice place to stay bt the oppisite...better to stay in the world n change ur lyfe style then go to hell...haha...okay wat the hell am i talking abt...ish i should not talk abt hell man...hahaha
next topic...about love..hahah...love is wonderfully 4 some bt mostly shit 4 most of them...u noe y???bcoz they hd a heart break....hahah...lost in 1 relationship...feel like dying....wat if u lost in lots of relationship??u wan to go hell???lame right..hahah...maybe b in single status is more fun n happier..hahaha..trust mie frewnz...having a life partner cn make u feel worse...if u feel tat u cnt take care of urself..better don b in a relationship....u cn make ur partner lyfe uneasy...for people who feel ur lyfe full of stressness...better don ask any1 for stead or b ur lyfe partner...hahahah....plz don....okay tired of typing....post next topic soon...haha....;D

hai....

2010-06-16T16:40:00.000+01:00

hey blog...so long i nvr update anitink in u....hahaha i wanna tell u someting bt it really sad 4 mie...i feel liike crying wen im gonna write tis....i have keep lots of secret from everyone tat really care about mie...but i really can't tell u all...im sori every1...
now im gonna talk about some1 tat really i syg....haix...tis person is so fun n adorable...i label the person as L....L now is sick n in the hospital now....i don noe if L have sickness...if i noe i won't b so selfish in tis relationship...haix im sad to not b in L side wen L have sickness...thnx to L sis for telling mie....i really miss L alot....L is the person tat really love mie alot...tk sngke de org yg begitu syg kn aku....haix...skrg aku jd tmpt pertanyaan pula...kakak diye tnye bnyk question kat aku....tp aku btl tk tau diye smoke ke tk....diye ckp nk quit tat time...dh la mls nk layan ni sume mepek.....yg penting diye sembuh and sihat...amin...minta2 kakak diye tk mrh diye....k la...dh penat nk type lg...k bye2 n tc every1.....insyalllah kite bsk add lg k....

sori for the late wish...

2010-06-01T19:37:00.000+01:00

hey blogger..i jus came back from my holidae...i wen KL to enjoy n release stress but i get more worse..from fun then in a suudden sadness came...i have lst my things there...actually not my fault...the person tat broke my car window n took all my thing is heartless person...actually i dont care if they wan to take my money n handphone..but pls give back all the other thing n don forget to give my simcard n memory card too..hehe..u came take my fon la..i didnt wan it to...hehe...prefer my htc touchscreen then telecomsel blackberry...haha...
owh ya..wanna stayhappy belated b'dae to my adk angkat..sori i cant celebrate it wif u tat 29/5/10...i really don noe tat dae was ur b'dae..so so so sori sis...btw im happy u have celebrate it wif ur besties n yazid wif full of enjoyment...saying thanx 2 my adk besties n yazid for making my adk happy on her big dae...;D bt don worry sis...soon we gonna go out together k...all must follow...don care who u r..if u r free n wanna join us...jus contact us k....hehe... ;}

hey...im sori..

2010-05-27T05:20:00.000+01:00

fren im sori tat i can't follow u all watch movie n jln2 tis saturdae..i hv to go oversea...im sori for not telling u straight bt i jus don wan u to miss mie n get sad...maybe some of u could not read tis..bt i hope the person who have read tis could tell the rest..thnx ya..btw i'll b goin 4 afew days onli so don worri ya...btw stay happy always n don forget to take care of urself..i always b beside u n u always b in my heart..hahaha....give mie time to relax..haahha..yay!!!goin out from stress..wee....hahah...btw enjoy ur outing ya...smile always... ;D... thanx alot for everyting...

wat a happy dae...

2010-05-26T15:07:00.000+01:00

wow...had a fun dae spend todae wif my bestie or so call my closes sis every...we had fun walking at tamp 1...then go eat at century square...haha..talk about lots of thing...haha...ting tat we talk about is mostly love and relationship...haix i noe it bored to talk about tat always but actually tat topic is the best topic coz it help our heart to open n listen to others sadness and happiness...it could b great to b a listener in tis topic...esspecial the person tat told us their story had fall in love b4...so funfunfun...hahah...okok..enough2...
btw we also havge found some phrase tat is soooo sweeeettttt...haha..i like all of it..bt i lazy to type all of it...hahah...maybe u can saw it in my facebook or nabeelah facebook..hahha...we have share it...hahahaha....

give time for mie...

2010-05-17T06:50:00.000+01:00

i noe tat i have hurt some of ur feeling by my words n action...but give mie time to relise it...its hard for mie to take care of every single one of ur feeling but i noe i can...i jus need sometime to relief all my stresses n problems...sometime i feel tat im jus ur follower n maid...u don care about my feeling n u betray mie if u have found some1 better...i can b ur frewn n i cn b ur enemy too...
u try to play wif mie..u must b prepare to get wat u done...everything in tis world is not the same as u wan it...i can keep quite wif everything u done to mie...but REMEMBER..in my silent..i still have revenge...not evrything tat u do is like by every1...hahah...
so jus remember tat take care of others feeling even though they are in silent...

saying sori...

2010-05-01T18:22:00.000+01:00

sori ya my sis...
i had read ur blog n ur post about mie...i really touch by wat u write but u must noe one ting..im not forgeting or not really care about u but was jus too bz wif my own problem..i noe its really hurt to be alone or to be left by the one u love...but it easy ya sis...one fine dae we will be together again..insyallah....btw im sori to make u cry again..i understand tat u cry jus bcoz u rmbr about us..ur sisters...bt jus take it easy...it not hard to control ur eyes not to cry...try it gal..u r goin to grow older soon n not younger..so try ur best to keep ur tears in ur eyes..sis...i jus wan u to noe tat we r always wif u even we r not cose like the past...btw i u wanna let ur feelings out...u cn talk to the stars n i will get to listen u...
hanya bicara pada bintang dan aku pada mendengar mu...walau pon kita berjauhan..haha.. ;]

should i or should i not?

2010-04-12T13:22:00.000+01:00

should i ask him now or not?
bnyk org ckp sabar jek la yayah..kau jngn trlalu cpt ambik perasaan...org lelaki ni ego drg bsr...tp yayah dh tk tahan lg..yayah rase cam diye cume main2kn prasaan yayah jek...yayah dh sabar since stead nga diye tp diye tk berubah jugak..i feel like talking to him but i cn't...my mouth have been covered wif rope..i jus cn't say it out cn't even let my words n feeling out too...y must u do tis to mie darling...u noe how much i have keep tis to myself...i even have told my sis n cousin about u too...but they also cn't help mie in aniting...jus advice mie be patien wif u..till wen cn i keep tis to myself n let u free in doin aniting u wan..i cn't darling..i really cn't...plz la understand mie too...u wan mie to understand ur situation but u didn't told mie wat problem do u have...if u told mie all the reason tat surely cn make mie more understanding...i jus wanna noe y u nvr call or msg mie often like u always did b4 we r together..pls syg...jus tell mie the reason...maybe u nvr cn read tis..bt i hope ALLAH will tell u how i feel n wat shloud u do...i cn jus break our relationship wifout u knowing but yayah tk sanggup coz maybe i still love u as much as i love myself...bt if the best way is 4 us to saperate soon..than i guess we have no more choice to choose...we must jus accept wat ALLAh show us the way...i hope if by breaking up u cn be some1 new and more reasonable..then i guess i will accept tat...hope to talk to u soon...i really miss the moment u make jokes...I MISS U ALOT!!!i guess u don miss mie...nvm then...stay happy always my love...may god bless u always...love u alot n keeping u in my mind always...;p

dae wif fren...

2010-04-12T12:58:00.000+01:00

sori 4 not upload it earlier...
onli mie, aisha n nuraisha

nuraisha,aisha,yayah

who sweet???

i have a weird smile...

cute ehk sume...hahaha

actually sume pic cam nmpk same jek...position nvr change coz we took it at library...no noise...ssshhhhh...;p

must i b the same old mie?or change?

2010-04-11T16:25:00.000+01:00

i was really wondering if i should be the new mie or be the old mie...i always ask myself y should i be the old mie coz my lyfe will be in different ways soon...past won't be ur future wat...bt y some people wan mie to be the old mie..y must they love mie as the old one n not the new one...i really cn't be the old mie animore...its really hurt to get to remember my past again...pls every1...accept mie now n the new mie...pls don make mie stress to change my lyfe back...its not easy to be some1 tat have been hurt wif many people b4...my loveable people..pls accept mie as wat i am now...pls forget about my past coz i don wan to hurt myself again...i noe all of u love mie alot in the past but pls accept my future too...my discussion really hurt u all alot..but u guys must noe one ting...i hurt alot in my past tats y i wanna change n make my future more wonderfull n happy...tats all...i cn be my old yayah but in one condision...pls don hurt mie animore...i really wanna u all to be in my lyfe forever n ever...till the end of my lyfe...people tat i love b4...i won't forget the happiness tat u give to mie...i appreciate it alot..i also wanna say sori 4 all my fault to u coz i noe it hurt u too...jus remember 1 ting from mie...don ever hurt more people coz it will hurt u more...live lyfe wif full of love...not hate...thnx alot my dearest..i'll keep u guys in my mind always...take care all...be happy always n don forget to make the world smile wif u... love u all n don froget to smlie always...weeee... ;D

idk wat happen...

2010-04-08T15:31:00.000+01:00

todae was jus fine...noting really happen...hd skl...then ncc n lastly msn wif cousin...tell her someting abt my life partner...she give mie advice...bt i feel sad now...idk wat accually hapen to the person i love...the person hd change abit...the person didnt msg or call mie yesterday...he jus forget about me in sudden..b4 stead he did all of tat mostly everyday...bt now no..y???have ur love loss now???T_T im sad now...seriously don believe it man..bt td diiye msg...i ask him someting tp tk jd....don feel well now...bb...T,T...

y holidae is so bored...

2010-04-03T14:54:00.000+01:00

yayah heran kenape setiap holidae yg ade...yayah rase borink sngt2...izit bcoz yayah tk slalu kuar rmh or izit bcoz i juz feel tat so....tp kenape org lain suke sngt holidae...yayah heran mane pergi sume kwn2 yayah mase holidae ni....drg cam tk contact yayah lg...they also gone je wifout ani story...cume kat skl jek we contact man...tp drg contact mie wen theres only someting important to talk about....but mie too..i guess i also do the same to them right...hehe...im sori fren...sometime im borink n don noe wat to do so i contact krg...tp walau yayah tk contact krg...yayah tetap fikir sal krg la...hehe...btw i jus wrote tis bcoz im bored now...hehe...next story....
still wondering someting in my mind...izit yes or izit no???y must u sleep so early man...i juz wanna ask u someting man....hehe...i wanna ask but i guess wait till tmr then....hehe... continue soon....bb

feel malu n fed up too...

2010-04-01T15:01:00.000+01:00

waited so long for some1 to come inter todae....haixya....ckp bsr tp lmbt jgk...ahhaha....bt was not hoping the person to late coz im bz to u noe....i gt to open door for other...i jus lost hope to wait 4 u bt 1 person give mie hope...the person told mie to wait for tat person coz ltr tat person majok lak...haixya...majok2 ni sume tk main lg la....nk kene pejuk..then nnt tk prcaye org lg...hahah...fed up men...ok la...i dopn mind wait 4 u bt pls don be like tat again...actually im lazy to wait 4 people..bt i like people to wait 4 mie....tat is mie...hahahaha...gd right my example....hahah...follow mie gals....my step is the best to do it at boys.....hahahah...

i feel weird now..

2010-03-30T13:05:00.000+01:00

after the dae i talk to him...i feel weird now toward him...i also feel so bad for nt accepting him...he was kind n different from all his frewn....i was shock to noe tat he love mie n wanted mie to b his life partner...well,im sori 4 not accepting u tat fast coz we had jus talk now n once...its really weird 4 to get in realatioship wif some1 new in my life...im sori to for making u as my fren first...but i guess tat is the best way to start b4 ani relationship start...btw i was wondering if u r angry wif mie or u jus not serious wif ur words to mie...im sori to feel tat way bcoz u had not contact wif mie after ur call...i really waited 4 ur call again n i really wanna noe more about u...by being a fren ,we cn noe each other more n maybe u cn noe more about mie in reality nt fantacy...(i wonder if u didn't look at mie closely bcoz...im not a gal tat every boy dream 4...boys ike gal tat r pretty n cute...but tats not mie...) actual the reason tat make mie choose to be fren wif u r i cn't c u malu...
maybe now u didn't malu to ask mie 4 tat...bt confirm u will malu after ur fren noe about us.i cn't lie to myself tat i also fall in love wif u bt after i scared to c u get laugter from ur fren...i make tat dicision in mind...i cn't b wif u jus to make myself happy n make u as a laugter for ur fren...yayah tk tega...li trlalu baik untk yayah..yayah tk nk li jd bodoh untk pilih org cam yayah ni....yayah pon rase yayah tk bahagia kn li...yayah sendiri dh buat my sisterzship break...ape lg nk yayah tahan relationship ngan li....li..i really sori for making u feel tat way...i jus wan to noe how much u love mie n could bare the shameness wif mie....(skrg jek yayah kenet ahan malu yayah dr org2 yg menghina keburukan n kekurangan yayah...ape lg klau yayah ngan li...li pula yg kene tahan kepedihan itu...yayah tk nk li susah karna yayah...li blh dpt pompan yg lg sempurna dr yayah...i hope u understand my situation)
li...g lh cari pompan yg lebih segala-galanya dr yayah..li pentas untk dcintai dn mencintai pompan yg lebih sempurna dr yayah..li maafkn yayah karna tlh melukai hati li...i appreciate ur love 4 mie...ILY2 n i will miss u after u have gone far2 away from mie....THANK 4THE LOVE U HAVE KEEP 4 MIE B4.... ^_^

todae i was soooo......HAPPY!!!

2010-03-03T12:37:00.000Z

wow.....im so happy todae....i gt fnn practical....n i pass man!!!!i gt FULL MARK.... its 15/15.....so fun....(I COOK MY OWN OKK...)its a test....mdm su like it la....don u look mie wif 1 eyes onli ya...
mie n nora was so happy la....we gt FULL MARK n it was juz amazing....we were so scared at first bcoz we noe tat we gonna cook someting tat is not nice but at last turn up to be a perfect one ......haha...nt as perfect as the chef coz the shape turn to be not nice....yayah asl blh jek....lagi po bnyk org ngok aku uat sey....tk slh de dinie,firdan,hamizan,jun jie n blablabla....i cn't remember hu la...coz too forcus in my cooking la.....i wanna do my best n as best as the xpert....haha.....okky la....
blog again next time....hahah...yes ar!!!!

I PASS MY FnN PRACTICAL n got FULL MARK tat is 15/15!!! YES AR....FIRST tyme i cook alone....amazing....THNX MDM SU!!! -_-

mie n cutie sis!!!

2010-02-24T12:59:00.000Z

the CUTE SISTERZ!!!
who is more cute???haha...i noe its mie....lol..no la...kidding only....adk mesti lagi cute dari kakak pe....haha....no work to do at tis time so blog la....in adk kandung ku tp mama lain....i don care about it actually...i onli noe tat i have 4 adk beradik(including mie la...der...)....aku rindu adk kecik ku ini...i will met her once every one month n its nt easy to be saperated like tis...as a sister(even im not near wif her)i wan her to smile always n hapi as she did wif mie..

adk ku yg ku sygi dn ku rindui,jaga diri mu dn slalu ingat pada kakak2 mu dsini...memang susah untk kita brsama namun hidupmu masi lg panjang...ur sis here won't forget about u.even u hv 1 more sis there tat stay wif u...just love her as we love u always...adk jngn slalu saket kat sane k...
UR SIS WILL ALWAYS LOVE U!!!ALOT>>> ;]

in comp lab 4 fnn remedial...

2010-02-24T08:00:00.000Z

IM STRESS in doin my FnN coursework....its like shit man....haha...(menyesal aku amek fnn)....now i noe how hard it is...tau aku amek art ke dnt sey...at least ok la....i can draw n i cn create things(tp confirm tk lawa)...heheh...bt at least tk cam fnn...uat coursework jek dah susah....lau msk cam ane...sot sey aku....
I WANNA PASS ALL MY SUBJECT BUT FNN NOW SO HArD....
haix....

at lab do stressing

tuesdae wat i hv done...

2010-02-23T16:00:00.000Z

wen 2 school as per normal in the mrng till afternoon...then go 4 remedial tat is social studies n chemistry...haix...REMEDIAL is IMPORTANT for SEC4 bcoz its help us to forcus n learn more things...but its tiring man coz for 3 daes n 2/dae...tat mean 6 remedial all together man...but don care la...
must gogogo always...heheh...
okok continue todae wat i do...after remedial i wen home....but then suddenly my dad came here to extent passport..so siap2 then go met him...but to bad he was buzy so wen to meet kakak n adk kecik at library...since tat the easy place to meet(accually they were in there oready la n lagi make up bile i meet them....haha...ish3....gals r always)....then we go out of library to go buy water n food...coz we r hungry la...then walk2 while waitting 4 dad call...but wen walk around,accually da did call my sis fon but my sis cn't heard it man...NK DKATAKN ORG PEKAK LA....WAKAKAKA...juz kidding my sis....sis call dad n dad ask us go sheing siong....buybuybuy then dad pay then dad deposit more money then go inter to take bus....take go harbourfront la....coz dad take ferry wat go batam....they took 8:30 ferry coz 7+ ferry FULL la...
okok....wait 4 tat time,we wen vivo water roof top to play then eat banquet....eat nasi ayam la people....hahha...(dah lame tk mkn sey...gagaga...)...then send then away n wen to buy nasi ayam penyet...food again...hahaha.....
lastly....wen take bus home,go buy hair clip then go home....blablabla.....end la k...
haix feel tired nw....
tatat n tc every1....hahha...c y next time.... ;]

juz top up???

2010-02-14T20:13:00.000Z

Can't believe tat i hv juz top up my p8....
y i top up my p8???tat should not happen wat...i hv no 1 2 chat wif so tats no point topping it up to a max....juz wasting my precious money...but i noe one fine dae i will give a special person 2 chat wif...i hope so la...i noe tat life can't hope much so juz accept wat u get....live life as happi as u wan n don forget tat u still got 2 go too...so remember 2 always be near 2 ur GOD....tat all,...

find some1 new bt still cn't forget the old 1....

2010-02-05T10:55:00.000Z

now my feeling is same as tis pic color...

my feeling have darkness n lightness...the lightness is my happiness n the darkness is my sadness...i juz don noe wat my feeling stand 4...i juz wan to get in touch wif u(a guy who i chat wif n u tell mie once tat im ur dearest) again n hopfully u noe it....

tats 4 now....

continue soon...

saturdae nitey...9/1/2010...

2010-01-13T12:28:00.001Z

A memoriable nitey 4 mie...tat i won't 4get the person till nw....the voice tat really sweet wen sing is always in my mind...i talk wif the person 4 about 2hrs though fon...omg ppd low la...hehe...bt nvm coz onli 4 the person i really miss,care n love alot...hahah....hopefully the person will remember mie always...thnx y babe coz u always hv wen i need some1 2 talk 2...happy 2 noe alot...hope we cn chat again tis coming saturdae...hope cn c u again soon...
I MISS U N LOVE U ALOT!!!c ya soon n wish tat will happen...

miss-ing some1 alot...

2010-01-08T14:39:00.003Z

i miss some1 tat make mie feel happy always..i really thnx tat person...onli he cn make mie alive..plz ALLAH...i wanna meet him again n i really hope he is my jodoh...heheh..ka ariel thnx 4 everything tat ka kasi adk..i appreciate u alot...i hope to meet u soon as soon as possible dudes...I LOVE U ALWAYS n REALLY MISS U ALOT now...calling u soon...hope cn get thought...

my 2nd last dae...

2009-11-15T07:00:00.000Z

got to GO soon...
todae is my last dae to type at tis blog n to use tis lappy..
maybe i cant use it at my kampong bcoz there wont be ani connection..hehex...ooo i feel sad to leave all of u here bt to bad la...i hv no other choice then to follow my loveable daddy...wish cn c u all again wen im bck...hope tat all of u will be ok always...smile always n don be sad k...tc of ur health n remember...don stress2 too much coz u will kill ur own health...hahahaa....love u all n wish 4 mie tat my jouney go n back if safe...THNX 4 everything ya.... (^_^)hehe...

bye bye..

2009-11-13T14:59:00.000Z

3 days more to go...
leaving s'pore is a hard choice bt i guess tat is the best way..tat is the onli way 4 mie to forget all...all the hurtness....haix...i really sad about tat bt i noe im not the person tat every1 like...i wan to go away from s'pore bt no one feel sad about it...i sure tat they won't miss mie as i will miss them...i should nt hope much bcoz its juz make mie sad...to be continue soon..tmr im goin out wif some1..

for SULASTRI...

2009-11-13T14:39:00.000Z

THANK YOU BABE!!!
su..yayah tk sangke yg bile su tau sal my dark2 secret..u make mie realise how bad am i...yayah dah sedah skrg yg yayah tk sepatut nye suke kn dier...maybe its wrong 4 mie to love him bcoz he gt gf..i juz hope tat i did nt hurt his feelings...i really syg him...pe yg su blg yayah "don hook to him.he still syg his gf" is really touching my heart..it makes mie open my eyes back...u right su..BETTER STOP THINKING ABOUT HIM!!!! start from nw...haiz...since he didn't wan to talk to mie..i better stop thinking bout him...it will make my heart hurt onli...;[ bt the important thing is i had realise all...all darkness...

i wan to say thnx to him coz he hv make mie noe him better n thnx 4 all ur tyme wif mie...i won't force u 2 tell mie the reason bt i really hope u will tell mie...one fine dae..
wish tat all the chat tat we hv won't easily forgotten by u...stay happy always!!! (^_^)

the perth trip

2009-11-13T07:19:00.000Z

It was so FUN there...haha...wish that i cn go there again!!!wooohooo....wee(^_^)

falling in love wif u....

2009-11-13T06:26:00.000Z

falling in love is wat i felt now...
i noe tat it is too young 4 mie to fall in love...so i must not ~~fall in~~ ~~love~~...nonono...but i don noe how it start..it have been 2 week or 3(maybe)i contact love wif him...i mean saying syg to each other..no one noe it until 1 fine dae one person noe the secret...i feel bad about it coz i noe he hv gf...bt he give mie hope...hope to be wif him..haiz..wish tat we cn be together...bt now..he suddenly keep in silent wifout contact mie...wat hv i done wrong???did i do something tat make u angry???come on..tell mie babe...i really wan to noe..izit bcoz of mie saying the gal name or bcoz i don care bout u???or we must really2 stop here...half way here??? ;[
TELL MIE PLZ!!!!

if u love someone....

2008-10-25T20:09:00.000+01:00

1)take care of their heart.
2)love them wif truefullness.
3)keeep in touch wif them.
4)always make them HAPPY!~
5)don't left them wifout valid reason.
6)always contact each other.
7)spent time together.
8)share evry moment together.
9)make them feel great to be wif u.
10)don ever fool around wif feelings.
n many more......

i must let u go....

2008-10-21T14:18:00.001+01:00

Sudah waktu nye aku melepaskan mu.Memberimu kebebasan dan ketenganan.Itu lar yg kau ingin kan dari ku.Kepedihan hati ini terasa apabila mendengar kata2 mu.mengapakah engkau sungguh membencikan diriku?salahkah diriku apabila aku mengingati dirimu?aku tk sangka kalau kau sungguh kejam.memangnya kalau aku mengingati dirimu,salah apakah aku?tolong beritahu aku!!!

kehidupan ku!

2008-10-20T16:47:00.000+01:00

Hidup ini bagai sesuatu penderitaan yang tidak diingini oleh aku.Aku selalu merasakan bahawa diri ku tidak ada ertinya buat sesiapa pun.Aku selalu inginkan perubahan dalam kehidupan ku.Aku ingin perubahan itu seindah langit tetapi ai sebaliknya.Aku tk sangka bahwa aku akan menjalani hidupku dengan penderitaan yang akan berlanjutan.Memang suah kalau kita ingin mempertahankan keindah hidup.Namun,aku selalu berDOA kepada TUHAN supaya kehidupan ku yang indah pada dahulunya dapat ku rasai kembali.Kesedihan hati ini tidak dapat di rasai oleh sesiapa pun melainkan diri ku sendiri.Aku selalu bertanya kepada diriku sendiri "apakah artinya kehidupan yang indah dan bahagia?".Sememangnya kehidupan itu perlu ada pengobanan,aku sanggup melakukan apa saja untuk mendapatkannya.

LOVE!

2008-10-16T20:44:00.000+01:00

LOVE is someting tat every1 want in lyfe....

i am human being too n has feeling like every1 so...

if the word tat im goin to say will make u feel anytink..

im SORI!!!

4 mie....love is a feeling of care from u for others....

if u like,care n wish tat the person will always be 4 u.....

tat if call love....n u hv love in ur heart....

love is also wen a boy n a girl met in a wonderfull world....

it juz feel tat both of them had thier own lyfe...

wifout any1 disturbing....

it juz wonderful feeling n we r always feel tat we had ben protected...

LOVE IS WONDERFULL!!!!